My dog got put to sleep earlier today. I miss him so much already. I loved him so much. It's really hurting if I am honest. I have been with friends all evening, until now when on the way back home I realised he wouldn't be there when I got home to greet me, and although being blind, still run to find me bumping off things as I walked though the door. He was such a happy dog till the end. I don't know what to do, it feels as though a part of me has died. I can't stop crying. I grew up with him, and now he's just suddenly not here. I have never lost anyone let alone any pet as close to me as he was. He's being buried at the vets farm who I am good friends with, he's been there often. He can be close to a lot of sheep to round up there, being a collie I'm sure he couldnt have asked for anything more. I love him so much, I wish he wasnt gone
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