I am having a very hard time with the loss of yellow lab. We had to "let her go" two days ago (Tuesday). She would have been 12 yrs. old next month. I know the decision was the right one (she was in bad pain) and it helped so much that her vet came to the house to perform the procedure. My problem is that I am so, incredibly sad, it feels unbearable. I cry on and off all day and night and can barely mention her name without sobbing. I knew I would feel bad if anything ever happened to her but this feeling of sadness is much more intense than I ever thought it would be. I loved her so much, she was my best buddy. I miss her and can't stand looking around the house and not seeing her there.I hope that I don't sound nutty for saying all this but it is just incredibly difficult for me to deal with.
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