It has been 1 month and 4 days since I put my Copper to sleep. Yesterday I feel asleep setting on the couch. All of a sudden I was standing in front of a big picture glass window in some living room when I saw my buddy Copper come running up to the window. When he saw me he went crazy running around and jumping and spinning like he always did, something he hadn't been able to do in the past year. I thought my God, it's Copper, he's not dead, the shot didn't kill him, they saved him! His black hair shined like it did when he was a puppy. His tan was a dark brown again and his eyes were so bright and shining. It was my Copper! I hollered for my wife and as she came up to the window, Copper walked off and another dog walked by. She said "Thats NOT Copper," and she walked away. I woke up devistated. Why would my own mind play such a cruel joke on me? Last night I called a pet lover friend of mine and told him about the DREAM? He said it WAS Copper that you saw. He wanted to show you that he was OK and show you how he is now. He wanted to let you know that you did the RIGHT thing. He is whole again and waiting for you and the day that you are together again and both pain free and the next time you are together, nothing or anything will ever seperate you two again. I always considered my self pretty sane and down to Earth but if my friend Larry is right, OH what a wonderful end to the nightmare of June 3.rd
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