THE TRIAL 4 ROCKS VET IS WED. I AM DREADING GOING SO BAD. I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN BEAR HEARING ABOUT HIS LAST DAY ON THIS EARTH AND ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING HE ENDURED. I HAVE THE OPTON TO NOT ATTEND, BUT I HAVE DECIDED TO GO. I HAVE ALWAYS FOUGHT FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN. I HAVE NEVER LET FEAR STOP ME FROM SEEING THINGS THRU. SO THIS IS NO DIFFERENT TO ME. I HAVE LIVED THRU THE HARDEST PART, BY LOSING HIM. I DONT SEE HOW ANYTHING I HEAR/ SEE COULD EFFECT ME WORSE THAN THAT. MY ONLY HOPE FROM THE OUTCOME OF THIS IS THAT MAYB NOW THAT I HAVE DONE EVRYTHING THAT LAYS IN MY POWER TO DO FOR ROCK, MY HEALING PROCESS WILL BECOME COMPLETE. I NEVER WANT OR WILL 4GET HIM OR THE BOND WE SHARED. BCUZ OF THE LOVE HE GAVE TO ME IT HAS MADE ME A BETTER PERSON AND WILL CONINUE 2 DO SO. SINCE HIS PASSING I HAD SO MUCH LOVE JUST SITTING INSIDE MY HRT I FELT IT WASN'T FAIR TO KEEP IT TO MYSELF SO NOW I VOLUNTTER AT A DOG SANCTUARY. I JUST AM HONESTLY READY FOR THIS WEIGHT OF GRIEF TO PASS AND I KNOW HE WOULD WANT THE SAME FOR ME.
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