Why did my mother use me? I mean I was in Mexico visiting my grandma who is sick. Everytime I called my mom, she would say that everything was fine and that the animals were doing good. When I get back with my mom, she suprises me with a new phone, and everything was going really great. Until we got home and I went looking for my dog, Sparkles. I was looking for her and my mom then tells me that she passed away!How could she think that getting a new phone would be good for me after I lost my dog. How could she use me like that? She died a few days after I left for Mexico and my mother tells me weeks later. OMG!! Sparkles was my first dog and I have had her since I was 18 months old. She was going to be 17 when I turned 18 years old. I miss her so much, but the weird part is that I only cried for a few days and then it just went away. Should I feel that way?? It hurts so much!!!
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