i suck at life. i cheated on my husband with 4 of his guy friends in a few weeks time plus my ex gf. i was numb to it. i barely felt guilty. it was like a bad addiction. then it hit me. i had to confess. now he forgave me but wont deny the fact that im a bad person, which i totally deserve. i feel so much pain for hurting him. what is wrong with me. i love him so much. he deserves so much better but he says i'm his soul mate. i am sosososo greatful to have him and i would be horribly devestated if he ever left me ... why must i destroy everyones lives???!!!! help!!!! i know i need prof. help, but has anyone every been in a similar postion??? :-( i cant live with myself!!!
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