So I've come to the conclusion ...if you can't handle "my issues" ...then you can't handle me. My "issues" are a part of me. A "friend" of mine told me that he couldn't handle my "issues". He promised me that he didn't care about my problems and that he'd always be here for me. Then I found out he said that he just said that cause he thought it was the right thing to say. The right thing to say? How about the right thing to do? I'm extremely hurt....I've lost so many people over this past year. No one understands....NO ONE. I have no one to turn to anymore ...except for people like you that are here....but still I feel SO alone. I can be in a crowd of people...and still feel alone. It makes me so sad to know that my friendship must have meant nothing to him if he was able to just drop me so quick...when he finally amitted to me that he used to be clinically "insane" yet...he couldn't handle my issues? at least I was fucking honest about mine. I hate you...I really do....and hate is a strong word...but I mean it...You are nothing but a coward, a hypocrit...and an asshole...and I want nothing to do with you anymore. AND YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME!? FUCK YOU.
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