Sometimes I just get tired of it all. I'm tired of meds. with their side effects. I'm tired of feeling like I can only half way function. I'm tired of doing these tasks around the house that mean really nothing. I'm tired of feeling like half of a person/mother/wife/minister's wife. I really wish there was a hole I could live in. That is what I live in anyway. I'm tired of hurting and being alone. I'm tired of this life.
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