I dont know.... Today wasnt to bad I was hyper and happy and big smiles.. but now im all down and i dont know why.. I just want to be left alone and my mom is all mad at me because i dont want to answer my phone... i dont answer my door.. she should know by being my mom i get like this sometimes... and its bugs the hell out of me when people are like i know something is wrong.. but its like no nothing is wrong just leave me alone so i can have this time to myself.. if i cry i wanna do it alone.. its like this feeling wont last long but while its here dont look at me.. why cant people understand that?
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