I just started at weltec which is kinda like a unversity and its very simalier to school, i droped out after i finished NCEA level 2 which is basically the 2 most important thing that you can get in collage in NZ, any way i couldnt remeber why i drouped out but after my first day of university i now rember why, i FUCKING hate school i dont know why but i just cannot stand being there i dont mind working at job all day but i cannot stand being at school, but since i dont have a choice i have to get over it the problem is that one of the things i hate about school is the fact that i fail almost everything i try at, i can hand build a computer from scratch program it and it will run perfectly but i cant pass level 1 math which is like algebra and shit, one of the reasons i fail is because i have difficulty controling my fantasy lives as in some times they just start happing and i have a hard time stopping them when they finally stop i cant remeber what the teacher has said and as a reslut i miss alot of infromation, i have tried wrighting it down, listing heavely and concentraiting to the point were i try not to blink and reading everything the teacher is saying, but it does not work it seems like i fail or pass simple on the mood of the teacher who is marking my work. i was wondering if there is a way to stop drifting off in to my head like a control or somthing im surpose to be getting help somtime next week but it takes a while so i dont think it will happen for another month or so, i really dont want a repet of my time in collage i was so deppressed and i hated everything about my life the only thing that made me happy was in my head it sucks that thats the prroblem in this case.
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