I have been diagnosed with BPD since 05 it's been an uphill battle, I've been through countless drugs to stabelize my moods and regulate my emotions. I'm currently in a DBT class and it's going well, I've learned some... I'm just feeling overwhelming sadness, and feeling suicidal since I've attemped seven times in the last two years I don't know how to really fight the urge to not give up. But everything in my head is telling me to kill myself. I don't hear voices, it's that nagging feeling that I hate my life and I don't want to be in it anymore... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm out in the country for five more days dog sitting my aunts dogs. I know that If i tried something that I wouldn't be able to get help because by the time that I called to get help I would really die, they wouldn't get out here for like three hrs... I have no friends my age that I can just call to connect with, I hate calling hotlines because they are so mean sometimes... Do other BPD people have issues with suicide as much as I do? I cut alot too but I've tried to stop that because it just makes things worse. I don't know what to do??
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