Why is it that I just get to the point of thinking I can manage this, only to find that suddenly one day I slide right back, as if everything up to that point was just a rehersal and I'm not up to the real thing? I'm at least as bad now as when I left my wife last september - self harming and suicidal again. I'm bored of being this way.
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...