its wreaking my life. i am always on the edge of breakdown. i go from ok mood to wanting to swallow all my pain killers or ambien. when in april i od on hydrocodone the state examiner said it was a borderline decision. i didnt know what he meant. i am so bogged down with neck pain and shoulder pain and emotional pain and dark days that never seem to raise. i want to go to sleep and die. thats how i am feeling right now.
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