Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
Im really depressed...
latley I have been very depressed....
I have been enraged and angry and irritated with ppl..
my psych told me he wont medicate feelings that are suppose to happen... but these are ENRAGED feelings... like I want to hurt someone sometimes...
also.. there is this person who has been wanting to meet me... no intentions of anything just wants to meet me as we have been talking on facebook forever... when we are suppose to meet I think of excuses not to meet him as I am scared to meet him scared he will think Im a big fat ugly pig... I know I know... if he does hes not worth it... but still the rejection hurts soo much...
I want to take lots of my pills... but I havent I have fought the urge but I dunno how much longer I can...
I will be starting DBT therepy in jan as I have been diagnosed borderline Personality disorder...
help me....
latley I have been very depressed....
I have been enraged and angry and irritated with ppl..
my psych told me he wont medicate feelings that are suppose to happen... but these are ENRAGED feelings... like I want to hurt someone sometimes...
also.. there is this person who has been wanting to meet me... no intentions of anything just wants to meet me as we have been talking on facebook forever... when we are suppose to meet I think of excuses not to meet him as I am scared to meet him scared he will think Im a big fat ugly pig... I know I know... if he does hes not worth it... but still the rejection hurts soo much...
I want to take lots of my pills... but I havent I have fought the urge but I dunno how much longer I can...
I will be starting DBT therepy in jan as I have been diagnosed borderline Personality disorder...
help me....
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
thanks for being there for me..
I am from Ontario, Canada. I recently have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder as well. My diagnosis started off with just depression. I too am have some wild moods swings. the littlest things can irritate me.
I have pushed many people away as well for the fear of getting hurt in the end "they are judt going to hurt me, so I'm gunna hurt them first". In this last year alone i was hospitalized twice. My last hospitalization the psychiatrist there took me off all my meds. I was furious at first. they were my crutch holding me together. I have been off meds now for 3.5 months.
I find myself feeling not as depressed. I do have my good days and my bad days.
The most important thing you need to remember is that if you are not 100 % comfortable in meeting this guy then you are the only one who knows whats best for you. But if you gave it a chance, who knows what can happen. He just might be that one person you can talk to about how you are really feeling and not be judged.
I would suggest trying Cognitive Behaviour Therapy as well as the DBT. Cognitive Behaviour Therapy helps challenge our thinking so that we dont see everything as black and white, it allows you to open your mind and challenge yourself in a safe environment. I would also suggest maybe a truama group that is in your region to help deals with the emotions that have been hurting you in your past.
I'm here for you hun. Stay strong. It may take awhile to get there, but it is well worth it. If things get way too stressful or overwhelming, try asking your psych doc for a low dosage of a mood stabilizer so you are not on a rollercoaster of ups and downs all the time.