Does anyone else have problems with manipulating people? So many times I find myself in intense day dreams about family members dying or something and I find myself almost wishing it would happen so people would feel sorry for me and be there for me so I could feel like someone cares. Its like I want to be miserable just for attention. Does anyone else do this??? I was thinking last night about when I was really young I never felt like I fit in and like none of the kids liked me. I remember one time crying over it on a camping trip with a bunch of families and so they made all their kids hang out with me and include me, maybe this is where its coming from? I was also the youngest so of course my older siblings always wanted to leave me out of things but my parents made them include me. Is this really a message you want to send to kids? If you cry about it you can make people play with you? Anyway I just want to know if anyone else has done things like this. I don't know how to make myself stop! I don't know how to control it or how to believe that people can love me if I'm happy.
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