I will be 49 in a couple of weeks, and to this day I still have spells where I lose time and it's really bothering me. I have embraced my situation, and know that it was a way for me to survie in my life. But it still bothers me when I start doing something, or go somewhere, and end up doing something else or winding up where I shouldn't be to begin with. My children don't understand what's going on. Why mommy acts like a child one minute, then a stern mommy the next, they are only 6 and 7 years old, and my oldest daughter is autistic and doesn't understand life in general. I feel like I am going insane! Please, if anyone in my situation, or has been in my situation has any advice to offer, I would be greatly appreciative.
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