Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
SO i have many many problems. I have an eating disorder, emotional problems, abandonment issues. Its so hard for me to get close to anyone. When i do i feel horrible anxiety. Sometimes I can't even be touched or ill just start to cry. I never had an easy life growing up, I was physically abused by my mother and verbilly abused by my alcohlic father. So i've never felt what love really was. When a guy tries to love me in a healthy way, i freak out, i will push him away to the point where he will break up with me and then ill freak out and do anything to get him back. I become desperate to get him back. I can't be left i hate the feeling of abandonment but can't stand the feeling of closeness. i know its weird but i have been like this my whole life. I have been diagnosed with depression, GAD, bipolar, and borderline personality disorder.I just don't know how to let someone in and have it be healthy....any advice?
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel
So you are taking a first step in looking at your situation and being honest with yourself on DS. Maybe from that stance you will be able to see what you could do about some of this.
maybe at somepoint it would have to be a Head decision rather than a Heart decision.
For instance, to say, I really love this fellow - so FOR HIM NOW I am not going to behave in a certain way.
I tried writing my self a contract that I then signed. It is in my handbag, and if I feel some negative behaviour coming on I can get it out and think: I wrote this in a logical moment. It still holds true. I will behave according to my contract, not according to the screaming fit that is going on in my brain.