I'm just beginning to accept that my husband of five years and father of my two beautiful children isn't bothered in the slightest by the massive amounts of pain he causes his family. Does anyone have the experience of living with an emotionally brutal addict, who hid it well for a loooong time, then got better? Two weeks ago I would have never thought my husband would risk my health for anything. Now I don't know if I know one true thing about him. I need hope or courage.
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