i find myself wanting to just scream at my friends, tell them how much i hate them. i nearly left a comment on one of my close friends myspace saying 'fuck off you whore i hate your fucking guts' i just want to get rid of all of them, and just have like one really good friend. i dont want to deal with all these people, too many lives intertwined with mine. too many stories weaved together. sometimes i cant stand it and i just want to put my hands over my ears and scream so loud that it hurts my throat, i dont want to loose them all because they mean more to me than i know, but i just want to piss them all off, make them feel the slightest bit of pain, make them hate me.
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