I want my old life back for a few days! It has almost been a year since I walked out on my job. It was the third time I left. I was great at teaching. The school system still says I was great, they just didn't want to deal with me anymore. No one comes by anymore. I have been alone almost everyday for a year. I didn't realize so much time has passed. I saw a calendar and wondered where the months have gone. I use to be busy-busy, respected, paid. Now I am just mom who hopefully is dressed before the children get home, a body for "wife" duties which I am suppose to act like I enjoy, my children don't have super mom anymore, people in this small town-especially people in my ethnic group, think mental illness is horrible. I just want to be like I was last year for just a few more days. Can't find a time machine.
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