Well I have very low income, i have 2 kids and going through a custody battle so i have to pay an attorney, and dont have the money to get treatment. I have very very bad mood swings all the time, i get angry alot!! I have this big fear of abandonment, and so i keep my longterm boyfriend on a very short leash, so he says i smother him, but i cant help it. I have trust issues, so no matter what i do im always thinking he doing something hes not suppose to, so its hard for me to let him out of my sight!! This is all ruining my relationship with him, he has almost left me several times, i need to know what to do!! I havent had a good relationship my whole life, and i want that to change, i love him and want him to stay. Im always depressed and always angry. I lash out all the time, and always coming up with reasons why he should always be with me. I also have a bad habit of jumping to conclusions, how ever far fetched i can seem to make something from nothing, that make since really to only me. im always worried and always scared. i over eat and abuse sex alot, i know that sex is good, but i use it to make myself feel batter and pretty much want him to do it everyday. Please help me.....
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