Ok so it' sbeen as long as I can remember. Fifteen years of therpay have done no good. Now I am seeing a protege of Otto Kernberg, he does transference pscychotherapy, just a fancy name for telling your feelings and him analyzing it, seems Ive done this before, but his reputation as the pioneer of understanding personality disorders lures me. Went to a TARA meeting, directed by a mother who has been doing this for 13 years, she says otto kernberg is a waste of time, dbt is the way to go. I have caled countless people, read countless books, one says its totally genetic another says its a combination. I have become obsessed with getting y life back, but I feel worse and wrose. Im torn where do I go????????It is so muchmoney that i dont have, insurance companies are killing us. My ins co. says if its biologicaly based they will pay, well theyve become doctors, cause noone really seems to know. I cant take much more, the rock of pain i carry everyday is too heavy. I have written to Hilary Clinton called her office. We all need to work together tp get a solution, this is a matter of life and death for me. Call your insurance comanies, call these candidated that say they care about their citizens bombard them, I cant do it alone, ow many of you are atively engaged in getting help, top help not some ridiculous doctor who I know more about BPD then they do. Call, call call, write letters, I promise I will continue the fight for recognition of this disease if you do...
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