I get embarrassed when I have a really bad day. I like to support others, but I have that stupid smiling face beside my name. I always feel like people will be disappointed if I'm not that person. I know it is the borderline talking, but I can't admit the deep pain. I always lock up my journal to just me when I'm afraid it's negative. What should I do, change that stupid smiling face? If I had a picture that looked more like I feel maybe people would expect less. On the other hand, who wants to be around a super low down depressed person on a bad day?
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