I can't hold down a Job
I've tried many times to stay in a job and I am a very good worker though for some reason I can't keep myself there no matter how hard I try. I just end up running out. A feeling overwhelms me and I just must escape. At night I dream of escaping out of institutions of all kinds or running away from something or being a refugee. Why am I like this? I do so badly want to be able to hold down a Job and be normal. what am I meant to do?
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