Hi, I'm freedomwarrior. It has been suspected that I have BPD for a while now, as well as bipolar but it has not been confirmed. It has caused such disruption in my life and relationships and has nearly killed me many times. I have been hospitalized 5 times because of it and sectioned 4 times. It has pushed my family and friends away. I am incredibly depressed but still getting mood swings despite my meds, I havent had an episode of true mania for a while but I am still up and down all over the place, for example last week I tried to kill myself and only hours later I was dancing around singing and laughing in the middle of the night. I am tired of being this way and looking to find people who understand. hope to chat to someone x
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