I don't know if this has anything to do with switching my meds, but I just feel like running away from everything again. I get paid today and i'm fantasizing about hopping on a freight train, or hitchiking and seeing what road I go down. I've done this many times before but am trying really hard to straighten out but at the same time life seems so boring right now, like i'm going through the motions. Sometimes I feel like I don't fit in in this society and I just want to get away from it. These feelings may be in part to me staying with my mom and dad, i don't know, in another month i'll have enough saved for my own place if I don't do anything stupid. Does anyone else need to do extremely sporadic things just to feel sane?
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