Personality Disorders Support Group

Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.

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Well I thought that turning to someone that I thought was my friend was a good idea. But I just got home from the state hospital to find out that she has told everyone that we know. And on top of all that she called child services on me. Knowing that I was NEVER a harm to him. I am only a harm to myself. And everytime that I cut or anything I would make his father take him out of the house. So I am feeling as though, maybe next time I just shouldnt call anyone. What am I suppose to think? And now I feel like I have no one to talk to. I mean everyone says "Call me" But they dont understand what it feels like to feel like there is someone else living inside you.
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:( Sorry to hear this. *hug*
It must make it hard for you to trust now, but you mustn't keep things bottles up because of this experience. The problem is, many people don't understand our illnesses and they see it all as black and white and can get things wrong (not that that makes it any easier for you). She did what she thought was right for your son. As for blabbing generally, she's clearly not a good friend at all and that's her issue. Most people aren't like that. Don't lose hope. Have you spoken to her about this since it happened or has it angered you too much?
Don't think everyone is like her...you must share things and ring people if you need someone..or come on here and talk. It's really important.
How are you feeling now? *hug*
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Thank you for your reply. No I havent talked to her. Because I am still very mad. And I think that I was waiting for it. Because no I dont trust people. And as far as how I am doing today. Not good. I feel REALLY alone today.
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Yea,it's hard to trust ppl, espeacially when it comes to our disorder! I'm sure sum of her intentions were indeed for ur son's safety.It's hard for us to except wat all odds we're up against battlin againt a disorder like this! I'm sure u had no attentions to harm ur child! Are u in DBT or therapy? I don't know u personally,just respondin to this. Don't giv up on trustin ppl. U need support, u can't go this alone! Atleast continue to confide in DS 4 support! Gdluck and hang in there!
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Yea,it's hard to trust ppl, espeacially when it comes to our disorder! I'm sure sum of her intentions were indeed for ur son's safety.It's hard for us to except wat all odds we're up against battlin againt a disorder like this! I'm sure u had no attentions to harm ur child! Are u in DBT or therapy? I don't know u personally,just respondin to this. Don't giv up on trustin ppl. U need support, u can't go this alone! Atleast continue to confide in DS 4 support! Gdluck and hang in there!
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I was looking for some DBT classes here around me...but this site was the closest thing to it I could find. I am hoping this helps.
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People don't understand that cutting isn't an attention seeking action, cutting creates physical pain that gives substance to your emotional pain and release within. Yes this is distructive but you need other stratagies before you can stop.You are doing the right thing in talking about it on site, with peolpe who can understand and relate to you.
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