my name is kyla, and i just found out i suffer from BPD. i know that i can not pass it on, by coughing on someone. but does anyone else, ever feel like you are spoiled goods. worthless. i recently just confined myself to my room, cuz i almost feel contagious. like i could harm someone, or hurt someone cuz of the BPD. i hate thinking as myself as different than other ppl now. like ppl can see BPD written on my forehead. and i know that i can't spread it. but i dont want other ppl to suffer cuz of me. am i the only one who feels this way?
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