So this started happening a little after a year of leaving high school. I constantly feel like I am, for lack of a better word, fake. Like I am not a real person, I don't know who I am, what I like, what I want to do with anything. I'm not sure if I even ever knew. I'm a very uptight, shy person. I am afraid of rejection. I just want all this self doubt to go away, it bothers me so much that I get to the point that I feel useless to myself and everyone around me.. and all I can think of is ending my life. I just want to know if there is ANYONE else that has felt this way, for more than just a few days. I've felt like this for a very long time now.
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