I have been diagnosed with BPD (over a year ago). I was originally diagnosed while in the hospital for the first time and they NEVER told me. It wasn't until I got my records that I found out. Last year I was diagnosed by a DBT therapist. I hate it, which I know all or at least most of you do to. I have dropped three therapists as weel as one DBT group. I am in a new one, but SO sick of everything. When I stopped therapy and DBT before I stopped all my meds. I am just SO sick of living out of a bottle. I have not yet been placed back on meds since I am now in DBT again. They can't find a med provider who has any openings. My regular doctor refuses to prescribe any. But, now I just want to be like everyone else. No meds, no therapy, no DBT, no self-injury behaviors, no need for healthy coping skills, not needing anyone. I want to be anyone but me. I just want to go away. Sorry for the ramble.
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