
Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.

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Put themselves in risky situations. On Friday night i went out with a friend, and we were walking along a countryroad at midnight, with few cars going by. We went to a park late, and there was no-one else around. It was the perfect scene for a murder really. And part of me wanted it. Not for my friend to be dead, but for me to get hurt. Why do i want to be hurt? Maybe itd just take my mind off the mental pain im enduring each day. And if i was murdered, i wouldnt be looked down upon or known as the "girl who committed sucide".
Am i alone with these kind of feelings?
Put themselves in risky situations. On Friday night i went out with a friend, and we were walking along a countryroad at midnight, with few cars going by. We went to a park late, and there was no-one else around. It was the perfect scene for a murder really. And part of me wanted it. Not for my friend to be dead, but for me to get hurt. Why do i want to be hurt? Maybe itd just take my mind off the mental pain im enduring each day. And if i was murdered, i wouldnt be looked down upon or known as the "girl who committed sucide".
Am i alone with these kind of feelings?
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but your def not alone there hun xxx
Now I have a strange mixture. I have two wonderful kids and a great husband I want to live for, but I still want to escape the pain. I even convince myself that they would be better without me. This is not true, all four of my boys love me very much. I have a husband, two sons, and a cat.
When i'm feeling bad i relly wish that they would have behaviour and really hurt me.
I do the same by wandering around my neighborhood at night, looking for a fight. Or by walking across the road without checking. It's amazing I haven't died yet. The strange thing is we don't know why we do it... we don't really think about it before we do it, you know? My theories are:
1. Maybe we want to get hurt.
2. We want something to take the focus off the mental pain.
or
3. Life has become so stale and numb that we want something exciting to happen, even if it's dangerous.
The third choice might be the right one for me, since I always love when bad things happen, such as a hurricane, fire, injury, etc. It's a change from the daily crap, and it makes things less painful inside.
Anyway, things can change. I am currently stable and not taking those risks. It's only when I'm unstable that I tend to do it. For now, I'm safe.