Last night, i experienced some really frightening things. I saw spiders and ants crawling all over the walls and on the floor, the room was shrinking. Ijust sat there, scared to move. Then i forced myself to move, so i went upstairs and into my bedroom, and i saw blood covering my walls and floors. I ran out of the room. Then downstairs. I heard voices and screaming in my ears, the voices were telling me to hurt myself, and that i was going to die that evening. I was so scared. Then i saw images of me cutting my wrists. I could see into the future. Its like thats how im going to die. When i had relaxed a bit more (after over an hour), i went upstairs to bed and saw jesus standing at the end of my bed with his arms held open, like he was watching over me. Do I need to be in hospital?
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