ok... so I have this prob of bring up the past. Even tho the guy im with hasnt done anything, in my mind he has...whatever the last guy did ill kinda put it on the new guy, and then ill find something the new guy has done and like 5 mths later bring it up and make a big deal about it. Iv been told im crazy and need to get over myself. How? im trying to learn to deal with it and not say anything when that feeling comes up but then hes like whats the matter.. even tho i dont know whats the matter its like my brain will give me a reason to pick a fight with him..iv even seen myself doing dishes and my boyfriend just watching tv and ill get right mad at him for nothing and ops there goes a cup flying in the air at him. i just cant let go of stuff and i dont know why... i have lost a lot of people because of me analizing stuff way to much also.. i dont know what to do with myself anymore......
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