i'm having such an outburst of hatred towards some of the people i know i love the most. i know its not rational and its the disorder but it just feels so strong and so real. its all i can do not to just push everyone away or yell or scream. but at the same time i'm terrified of people leaving me and not wanting or loving me. god i'm such a frigging cliche.
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