Personality Disorders Support Group

Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.

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i dont know how or what to say right now (as usual) but im SO tired of feeling so frustrated because i cant communicate or describe what im feeling or thinking. its like, im too weird even for myself or that i like dont believe that im actually thinking or feeling what i actually AM thinking or feeling. i know that i MUST have some mental disorder or SOMETHING because im so not right in the head...but then i start thinking that if i try to get diagnosed, they wont be able to or that they will wrongly do it or that they wont believe me, blah blah blah. plus, ive already been to therapy and both my parents are psychologists so am i just a hypochondriac? (they just always said im depressed but thats because i cant adequetly describe my other problems) if so, i cant except that because being 'just depressed' OR a hypochondriac doesnt explain what goes on in my head! ah! sorry im re-annoyed/frustrated so im gonna go.
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I was called Hypochondriac a histerical personality and neurotically obsessed depresive. But now am BPI Aspergers Pers Probs Dispraxic Confrontational Disorder Chiari Dislexic GAD ETC So dont listen to Hypochondriac nonsense that is Doc dodging bullet. Also being depressed is heavy stuff. So get diagnosed and member a Doc is still human only a Sound Soecery is a Demi God Faust
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Wow, hun! Both your parents are psychologists, huh? That's tough. You would think they would pay extra close attention to you to make sure things were okay, or maybe being your parents, they just don't want to believe you could have a problem other than depression. I mean, they see mentally ill clients all the time and know the severity to which some disorders can become, so maybe it's possible they're in denial about you, their beloved daughter. I'm only throwing out thoughts here. I could be WAY off!

I suggest you start seeing a therapist yourself and get to the bottom of things. If you have a hard time explaining what you're feeling and thinking, then your parents clearly don't know exactly what you're going through. You need to find a therapist you feel comfortable with and come to trust, and begin letting him/her help you to get some of those thoughts and feelings out. Maybe you do have a disorder other than depression, but even if you don't, depression is no pic nic. It can be horribly painful and dangerous.

Best wishes!
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