well today i am feeling very low as yesterday i was screaming out load my partner wont lissen to me i was angry and frustrated.i felt like i was going made i felt unloved lonley. I was evern imaginin me hanging my self i would not do that but it feels good when i do think like that. I feel i am mentaly being torchered by my partner but i dont no weather that is me in my head.I want him to understand what i am going throgh i scream and shout because he wont lissen,i want him to read up on my disorder because i really sometimes think the medical profeshion he doesnt beleive.I love my partner and my family,i wish they could understand. I HAVE MISSED MY THEROPY THIS WEEK AND I am feeling it , im going tomorrow,i wonder what i will talk about as i feel hurt at the mo.
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