So... I have these moments where I fly into a rage spiral that makes me want to stab people repeatedly. People I love even, like my mother. I'm having one of thsoe right now and I really want to cut the skin off her face, cook it and make her eat it. This happens. Often. I ususally hold it in till all I can do is scream and cry. I attribute it to my BPD... but I don't really know... Any advice or something?
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