Well another year has passed and I am still here all alone with no one in my life. I feel very depressed and do not want to live like this anymore. I have had another birthday and now the holidays are arriving and I know I will be alone for them. This is not a good place to be and do not believe it will ever change. I have been through numerous therapies and have tried all the medication so I am at the end of my rope with no hope in sight. I know people do not want to hear this and they are always saying that it will change just hold out but it has been 19 years now and absolutely nothing but me has changed. I have worked really hard in therapy and try to do everything better but still no improvement on the interpersonal part of my life. People still see me as too weird to be in their life.
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