I'm new here...and looking for some support with others who understand about what it's like to be Borderline...my therapist is my biggest source of support as well as i attend a support group once a week..it's just a general women's support group...nothing specific to my dx....anyway...my family doesn't understand what i deal with and is not very supportive...they believe i am wasting my time in therapy and on meds...I however don't...it helps so much to have the combo of the two...and i have been able to really start working on some major issues from my childhood that need to be worked on...so i do not intend to stop therapy...(at least not today)...my therapist is leaving next week for vacation...she will be gone for 2 weeks...i really don't care that she's on vacation...what i'm fearing is she won't come back...that something will happen or she will decide to walk away from me like many others have done in my past...she understands that i have these fears and has been really good with me about it...talks with me about her impending trip...like when she will be leaving and returning...just basic stuff like that...but its kind of like she prepares me...and then helps me to have a list of things (tools) i can turn to if i find myself panicking about it....i have the list of tools...i know others i can call...but this trip was kinda not talked about becasue i ended up in the hospital for a while...and now...the fears are here and stronger than they usually are...i feel like such an idiot about the whole thing...but i don't know how to not be this way...i've always been like this...any ideas that have helped anyone else get through things such as this?
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