So i did it again.... it was going good with some and i pushed him away.. just like i have with everyone else... why do i keep doing this to myself? Everything was going good and then he just said the little words of lets take it one day at a time.. I know theres nothing wrong with that.. but i got in that state of mind of WHAT? (it wasnt what i wanted to hear even tho it was what should of been said). I have pushed my sister away.. i dont want much to do with her.. and if theres nothing wrong with the picture ill make something go wrong... I HATE THIS... why do i keep doing this... at the time its like the feeling it so much stronger then i am... I HATE THIS!!!
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