I just found this website, and I've never really told anyone about my mental issues. I'm only 16, and I've always been afraid that people would immediately associate my mental instability with teenaged angst. I have an incredibly obsessive personality and tend to obsess over everything, particularly people. I have a lot of small compulsions, but have terrible organizational skills. I used to have low self esteem because I felt alone from everybody else but now I attribute my aloneness to having a superior mind to everyone else; so superior that I just can't interact properly with others. I now have a super inflated ego. It has led me to suffer from solipsism every so often. I do not have a very good sense of action/consequence; everything I do seems to be impulsive actions based on impulsive thinking about the present. I don't feel in control of anything in my life. I now suffer from insomnia. It's like all of these seemingly random symptoms of something have come together into one super disorder. Mental problems run in my family; my father is bipolar, my mother has obsessive compulsive disorder. I really need help in figuring out what, medically I mean, is exactly wrong with me.
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