Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
Im 29 years old. been through 3 marriages. almost on the verge of divoce for my 3rd time. All my life I wondered what is wrong with me? why am I the way I am. Why I love and then hate. Why I can't keep a relationship. Why I use and manipulate people to get what I want. Why I have outbursts of anger, rage, sadness and uncontrollable emotions. Why I suspect people of things. Why I am so impulsive to do things. Why I can't find myself. Why I can't keep a job. Why I have to run from one relationship to another. Why I stay in a bad relationship because I am afraid to be alone. Why I spend money I don't have. Why I can't finish anything I start. Why I lie about things I don't need to lie about. Why my head is always scheming. Why I take critisism so badly and let it overcome my emotions. How I can be happy one min and in Rage the next. Why I feel I don't want to go on anymore. Why I isolate myself from the world. Why I can't just talk to people.
I wonder what the hell is wrong with me in my mind over and over. I have so much anxiety and suffer panic attacks.
What is wrong? I just want to know
I wonder what the hell is wrong with me in my mind over and over. I have so much anxiety and suffer panic attacks.
What is wrong? I just want to know
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Welcome and yep life is a buggah we do what we can falling off a bulding SO FAR SOOOOO GOOOOOD
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My therapist told me recently that people who have BPD think and anyalse too much - I know that is true of me but can't do much to change that it just happens. Welcome to daily strength and hope I can help when you need it...Caroline
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Yeah, that sounds like bpd. I can totally relate and I hope you can get some relief from that because I too wish those crazy, never ending thoughts would go away.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
