Does anyone know of any sites for help getting over abuse from enmeshment with a narcissist? I never would've gotten away had my daughter not disclosed. I feel terrible that I kept having her go back there and kept going back with him, but I didnt know she was being hurt, i thought we just had a dysfunctional relationship. He's trying to suck me back in. The fog is coming back and I'm starting to doubt my perceptions again and I'm falling apart at the seams. (Which is exactly what he wants) My insurance only pays half of mental health and I do not have the other half for a therapist and holy hell the last one I went to completely glazed over everything I had to say about him completely convinced that due to my text book diagnoses I was just making him out to be a bad man. Soo I'm a little nervous to set foot into a therapists office since they m ight have me convinced that my 4yr old daughter is lying too since that's what the detective and the cps worker is pretty much saying. At this point I think I can only trust the people who have been in my shoes. Victims of narcissist abuse and parents of children who've been sexually abused. I refused to have unfair labels pinned on me! I'm stuck between so many rocks and hard places I can't take it. I hate to use the word victim since i'm a figher at heart but I've been brain washed to the point where I doubt my very existence and I dont even know how the hell to describe my relationship to anybody when they ask what it was like with him. Thanks everyone. I'm sorry if i sound terribly needy. I dont mean to be a parasite on the board. Thank you.
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