I haven't been on in a couple of weeks. Things went from bad to worse. This morning my son missed his first day of college. Why? because of heroin!! I want him out of here so bad. My husband called me at work this morning to say he was withdrawing, and he gave my husband his bag of heroin after throwing up!!. I called a couple of hours later he told me he went to the college to get his books blah, blah blah as if nothing happened. HOLY SHIT!! I am fit to be tied. WTF does it take. Like he magical got better, and everything is fine. He probably had more heroin. My younger son, said he talk to him last nite and asked him what was wrong with him, (my younger one saw he was messed up, but he thought he was drunk. I told him the truth. I told my husband this. But now its time. its either my son goes, or me and my younger son go. I am so done with this. I will not subject my younger one to this anymore. The load of BS this kid lays out is so thick!! He doesn't want help, told my husband he is not doing it anymore. What a load of Crap!!!! This is truly making me physically ill.
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