iwoke this morning with a terriable saddness. yesterday my daughter insisted we drive thrity miles to take money she had out of a bank , so she could go to the mall.well i have fibro, so anything, that includes driving, esp in this weather is difficult.but i thought she needs the cloths. and i don't have extra cash to buy her any. but to get the the point, when w e got to the mall, she wouldn' even look at cloths. i bought two pair of sweat pants, for 10 each, becasue i have no cloths, and it is so cold. i asked her to find some pants, for the rest of winter, she got angry, she ended up buying makeup. then when we got home, she asked to wear a pair of my pants, to walk the dog, so i suggested we get her a couple, because they are warm, she said, 'i am not spending my money on cloths, and i hate these pants!!!!!" so i then suggested she go to the mall with her father, because he was due to buy her some cloths, something he does once in a while, when i ask him, she refused that too. it ended up being a screaming match, she kicked me out of my room, and told me she hated me,,it was strange becasue i was just trying to help. i would buy her cloths, but at this time, i have to save money for the house, and i thought she could buy those two pants, for ten each rather then makeup, or with makeup, or let her dad buy her some, i don't now what happen, but the whole day exploded, i woke early feeling so bad, and hurting everywhere,,what did i do wrong? i just got angry because she lied to me, and told me she wanted to buy cloths, i save whatever i can for her, and for her future and in the store i offered to buy her those warm pants, but she didn't want them. i feel like i am going crazy!!
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