My son love World of Warcraft and a couple other games. He would play non-stop if he could. Right now atleast I get him to go to bed but when he's awake, that's all he wants to do. He lives on the computer. This year he's homeschooled and it's hard for me to get him to do his work on computer. I plan to restrict things more and set up more of a schedule and try to get him to do other things. It's just hard because he gets so mad and fights me so much cussing at me etc. I'm trying to recover from alcoholism, quit first actually. So it's hard for me to tell him what to do when I keep messing up and not working right now and don't have much of a life myself. He doesn't have friends really and wont even go anywhere that he's asked to go. He's missed the nice fall weather etc. I feel so guilty like it's all my fault. If I get a life, maybe he will too you know? set an example. He's lost trust and respect for me as his mom and it's hard trying to get it back. Especially when I keep messing up lately. Got drunk last night, so ofcourse while I was in bed all day, he was on computer taking care of himself. It's gotta stop.
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