i was just wondering if anyone else experanced what i did. i made an appointment to see my doctor, as i was feeling light headed, sick, and really tired, i told my mum about it and she said to go and get a blood test to see if i had diabetties, when i explaned my symptoms to my doctor he asked me to give a urine sample, i didn't think anything of it, until he did a pregnancy test, he told me that i was pregnant, i was almost in tears, when he said "i guess it wasn't planed" which was true. he gave me a referal fro a blood test which showed i was 12 weeks pregnant, i don't know how i didn't know, i came out of the doctor's office and i told my bf he looked disapointed and he didn't want to talk to me but then he came round. we decided not to tell anyone, not even our parents, as i am only 17 and he is 19, even for me i think that i am to young, when i was 6 months his mum came in and asked me, then i couldn't say no, i didn't know how to answer it as i didn't know how she would react. she kicked me out, and told me that i was just useing her son, and i did this on perpose. she told my mum, who was very supportive about it all, but then she also told her daughter, who then started sending me text msg telling me that i was everthing under the sun, and that i used her family. i was devestated by the whole thing. now my bf dosn't talk to his sister, as she was telling him to leave me, and that we should get rid of our un born child or put it up for adoption, all of which i think is mean, she blames me for him not speaking to her. but she tried to tell him that the baby isn't even his, i don't know why, but all of it just made me feel so depressed and un wantted. now that i am 30 weeks his mum wants to make up with me, but personaly i think that it is too late, i go over ther with him and i be polite, just for his sake. he knows that i don't like it there, but he said that i should try and mend things with them.but i think differently. i am only 17 and still at school, they didn't have to treat me like that. his dad dosn't, his dad is excited, and excepts what has been done, i don't understand whyh they just can't be supportive. i grew up in a single parent family, so i know what it would be like if they did make him leave me, i just hope that it dosn't happen.
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