The times when Im most affected is in my everyday life. especially at bedtime. Everything has to be closed and locked but in the end its no good. Its no use. I think about my husband going crazy in the night and killing me or someone breaking in and killing us both. I get so scared I cant close my eyes. I just try to make sure I take enough codeine pills to make me exausted and just pass out. Its really bad. And now my husbands going away to work. Now there will be no one. What can I do?
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