I am in serious need to vent! I am so damn tired of not being able to fall asleep like a normal person! All I can do is obsess about why it is I cant fall asleep. I feel like I am getting so worked up over this that I am going to have an anxiety fit! I am so desprate to get back to normal. My husband is out of town working, I am here alone, I dont want to call him and wake him up, but what the heck. Why does this happen every night almost. If I fall asleep, I end up waking up freaked out for no reason at all. I just want to stop all of this. I want to know exactly what is wrong, and how to fix it. I also just really wanna know why me? Does anyone else ever wonder that? I guess what I want is unattainable right now huh? I know it takes time but I am about ready to loose it!
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