just would like to know what it takes for People to take the BP serious i struggle with the ever shifting moods and the nights that seem never to end the thought of killing myself and panic attacks in he middle of the night . It always seems like people that don't know whats going on in my head have these instant metrical cures thats all i hear. thy always say if you did this you would feel better or maybe this. personally im sick of it. And it seems that the doctors don't want to take me serious unless ive tryed to kill myself. I feel as if im falling further and further into this feeling of not belonging and no one is listening. I feel that im a piece of shit and don't deserve to be here. im only a berdon on my family and i need more help then the can give me. the only thing that keep me on this earth is my faith. i just need to know what does it take for people to realize im crying for help with out me having to take my own life.
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